Wednesday, November 18, 2009

郁郁不乐

来菲律宾两个多月了,日子是越来越沉闷。
除了上班,就没有什么精神寄托。
这样好像不是一件好事。

很久没写日志了。
写了好久却写不出些什么。
是我变懒?
还是生活单调得我没有东西好写?
还是我的心情已接近灰暗,没有什么想发表?

喝酒喝酒喝酒。
嗜酒的情况越来越严重。
我知道这做不对,但我还能怎么样?
谁让我那么理智,那么清醒,那么敏感。
如果我可以不理会周围的人的感受与看法,也许我不会那么郁闷。
当然我会努力,尽量少喝酒……

是我想多了么?
是不是如果我把想法简单化,我就可以快乐一些?

我希望自己可以专注于某些事。
也希望当我专注于某些事的时候烦恼没有那么多。
#

10 comments:

  1. 如我所闻:佛说五戒,其中包括了不饮酒。还是少喝以免借酒....

    哈哈
    XD

    ReplyDelete
  2. Js, wht u wan 2 say ar??? Jie Jiu what??? Say it out lar... Don pai seh... =P

    ReplyDelete
  3. Hey Zack!
    It's been a long time since your last update for you blog!

    Well, if the working environment is not up to your satisfaction, Penang welcomes you! =)

    ReplyDelete
  4. JS: 借酒消愁,愁更愁?嘿嘿~

    Toilet: The one that not pai seh is you! :P

    Jesyca: No worry, I'm still okay. Thing that affected to my mood is people not the work. No matter where we go, there are always some challenge waiting for us. Right? What to do? Add oil lo~ :)

    ReplyDelete
  5. I got pai seh ar... When u coming back??? Go c DSLR sama sama... =)

    ReplyDelete
  6. Toilet: Help me check the price 1st la~ As I seach from CARI, D90 with kit lens RM4k+

    ReplyDelete
  7. kor~ +U... I am always welcome you back to Penang... lolz...

    ReplyDelete
  8. not借酒消愁啦...is借酒行"凶"...哈哈...toilet...correct bo???
    XD

    ReplyDelete
  9. Miao: U +u too~

    JS: 凶your head! =.=

    ReplyDelete